Today's performance was rather good. But wat ms ong told us after the performance is veri alarming. There r ppl who r putting in their best n ppl who r not. Those who r not putting their best r dragging us down. pls for goodness sake, either put in ur best or simply quit choir. We do not nid sandbags to drag us down.
ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot take it le. the stress is getting abit too much le. i get rubbish from ppl at home. home is supposed to be a place where u look forward to after a day at sch. wat about mine? seriously rubbish. cannot take it le. haiz. y cant i have a nice, complete home? Wif a sister of my age better still. haiz. then next week got ct. 33 topics to study. n i'm only left wif sun, mon, tue, wed, thur to study. How to study? cannot make it de. N i heard from my teachers tat if i fail ct, i would most probably be forced to drop to j1 or even kena expelled. Then tmr got choir performance at vjc. the choirs performing there r all reputable choirs which has gotten gold/gold wif honours over the past syfs. wat about us? A choir tat has only managed to gotten silver over all the syfs. So the pressure is on us to perform. N wif the j1s still not veri serious. It's really worrying leh. All the talk about getting Gold for syf is like ALL TALK BUT NO ACTION. get it? the j1s r not showing the attitude of a GOld choir. N i'm having a flu now. dun even noe whether i can recover in time for tmr's performance. haiz Cannot take it le. Pressure, pressure n more Pressure!! Does anyone noe how i feel? Does anyone understand wat i'm going through now? haiz.
